the last jobs that I ever held

As far as I remember

All these jobs that I had before I become who I am

Cleaning the toilets

Working at super market

Driving Uber

Dry cleaning delivery service

Pizza delivery

Grocery store warehouse

looking back, I still wonder how the heck I end up here with no experience or money

well, the answer is very simple

HARDK WORK MOTHER FUCKERS

THAT'S MY SECRET

I BLEED TO REACH THIS POINT

GO AHEAD AND CHASE ME

I'M HERE WAITING FOR YOU AT THE TOP

Success is my own worst enemy

I don't want fucking money

I don't want to win

I don't want to stop

I hate seeing success

that's means it's the end of the journey and I don't want to stop

that's why I hate success and ignore how much is in my bank

I never wanted money and I never chased money

money is chasing me like crazy and I'm just running away from it because I'm afraid to loose my passion and my dreams

I'm only alive to achieve, that's what makes me feel alive, my purpose, the chase, the struggle. that's makes me very happy

I don't want money, I want to keep going after my goals, it's much more interesting and it gives me meaning of life

man, I want to feel fullfilled, money ain't doing this shit 

why I started this blog

I started this blog to document my journey, my life, to people who wants to get inspired

for myself when I get older

blogging is amazing, I vomit all my shit here so I can get back to it in the future

Thanks for visiting

Adnan

11/11/2020

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