Monday, September 16, 2019

My mom is not proud of me

She doesn't understand what I do

She doesn't understand me

She doesn't like the idea of settling down in China and leave Australia

She doesn't like seeing me getting off career path with years of gaps in my resume

She wants to see me play it safe without struggling and stressing

She wants me to have a good life

She wants me to find a good wife

She always sends msgs on Facebook asking about me and I always tell her I'm good which I'm not

She doesn't understand why I ask people to pay me $29 monthly if they can build the same software by themselves or download it online ( steal it)

She doesn't know that I worked 18 hours a day in the past two years with no day off

You see my mom is an old lady but despite all of this I love her so much

She carries me 9 months and raised me when I was a kid

fed me when I was hungry and protected me when I was scared

She is willing to sacrifice her life for her son

The only person who cares about you is your mom even if she hates she still loves you

It hurts to see that the closest people are against you

but they do this because they love you

So what to do my friend?

Just tell them that "I want to try" and that's it, don't justify or explain everything

Just say"I want to try"

My mom was acting based on her instinct to protect her little child from this nasty world

Never ever bites the hand that fed you

My mom doesn't speak English so she won't see my blog

I love you mom